weaknesses

everybody have their own weaknesses
well i have like one
thousand
tonnes of weaknesses

yeaah, some of it are unavoidable, some of it are habits, some of them are naturally in me
but not all weaknesses are bad.

let say, your weakness are you care too much about everybody around you that sometimes you put your own self second. well, that is a good weakness.

but it is called a weakness for a reason. say u will always get hurt. or losing your priority because putting others priority ahead of yours. or you just care too much. that is a problem. And the Biggest problem is people will take advantage on you. for sure.

but dont loose all of those good weaknesses you got, but change it to your strength. yeah, dont loose those good value you have just because other people are not. be the good you. there will be people who would appreciate you as you are. good people like you.

when people ask what is your weaknesses. no, caring about others is not a weakness. talking bad about other people is a weakness, caring is not. its your strength.

i know, sometimes we feel tired. of caring about other people too much and they doesnt even bother to care about you. all they think about their own self. tipu lah kalau aku tak pernah terlintas " buat ape pikir pasal orang yang tak pikir pun pasal kita". thats where i am wrong, i should not change the good in me, that loves to care about other people just because some of people does not care about others and only think about their self, read: selfish. but dont be like that, dont become the person you dont like.

so cheers. and always be good. to you and to others. 

the end

hep hep
just wanted to say that i finally finished with my practical and thus means the ending of all.
i do mean all. like ALL. hahaha

and now i am happy at home. laying on my bed, expecting to gain some weight and planning my so call long holiday.
sounds good huh?

i am actually planning to work. make some money.
i got a lot of things on my bucket list. things to buy. so i need that money.
soooo, i know i am too lazy to work at some fast food restaurant, with shift and stuff. bluurgh
i think i wanted to sell cookies and cakes. yeaah, i am pretty good at that.

so people, who ever wanted to buy some cookies or cakes. do contact me
please do. *wink wink*

andddddd there is of course a lot i wanted to share.
but no rush honey, because i will be partying and holidaying untill september babyy
*throw some confetti*

ok then, i have to go back to the party.

on my bed.

with my pillow.

zzzzz

no bake peanut butter cheese chocolate pudding with oreo crust dessert

ehem. what a loooong name for a dessert . hoho

no bake peanut butter cheese chocolate pudding with oreo crust dessert 

well what i love about this dessert is because it is a no bake dessert. 

due to the fact that at my rumah sewa in Parit Buntar we don't have a oven so every thing must be a no bake

soooo i search for a no bake dessert recipe in the internet and this seems like awesomeee

so here it is. how to do it Maryam style yawww. of course i improvised it, that is how i roll baybehh . 

*put shades on*

first.

heres what you need to make this dessert 

§  20 Oreo cookies, divided

§  2 tablespoons butter, softened

§  1 package (8 oz.) cream cheese, softened

§  1/2 cup peanut butter

§  1-1/2 cups confectioners' sugar, divided

§  1 carton (16 ounces) frozen whipped topping, thawed, divided

§  15-20 miniature peanut butter cups, chopped

§  1 cup cold milk

§  1 package (3.9 ounces) instant chocolate pudding mix

second. 

take the oreo and crush it. well, i just put the oreo in a plastic bag and crush it using the rolling pin. yeaah. like some serial crime murderer i hit them hard untill they all shatters muehehehe. ok. haha. and if you want to be healthy , because eating dessert is healthy, haha, u can just scrap the oreo cream out. i did that. because i love it less sweet. say no to diabetes. 

after that, melt the butter in a frying pan and toss the crushed oreo in it. this is for the crust. and then press it in a 9 inch square dish and set it aside.

next, beat the cream cheese,peanut butter and about 1/2 cup of confectioners sugar until it is all smooth. you can spread these whipped ingredient on the oreo crust you've made. 

spread it good like how i dooo hohehohe

ok you can add some peanut or what so at this stage. you know, if you love something chunky in your dessert. well i dont. hoho

next, i make some chocolate pudding. add some milk in it and wait untill it cool down and just throwwwww it in with all the other mixture we had make. hoho. 

the chocolate pudding mixture

put it in the refrigerator and wait untill it cool and put some whipped cream on it. and you can put or sprinkle some oreo on it so it look more tempting. awww.

and tadaaaaah.

i am so talented :')

hahahahhaha

well, it taste all right. i loike it. :D

can i have some too please :3 

happy new year

"Makin dewasa dan makin tua kita .moga Allah memasukkan iman di dlm hati2 kita .memberi kemudahan kepada kita dlm mengejar ketakwaan .

Anak bukan ijazah yg akan membawa kita kesurganya tp amalan yg ikhlas .kejayaan dunia yg di kecapi moga membawa kita pd tilik kasih Nya.

Ayah doakan kami dlm tahajjud mu .bimbing kami dlm amalan mu .

Selamat tahun baru" - mak saya 

mak edited the photo and make some new year wishes. awww. how sweet. hihi

yes. its already 2014 ! 

gilos cepat mase berlalu.

i am unofficially 21 .

ok. tua nya raseeee.

tengok lah betapa dewasa nya aku

muka dah matang. dah boleh kawen dah ni

ok cepat cepat

hahahaha

ok tak kelakar -.-

bai

eat the weekend away

so heyyyy

i love to eat eat eat 

hahaha

so this weekend me and my echa and fatin went for a food hunting

because spending your money on food is not a waste , hehe

and wow. this is the first time, i updated things up to the date. haha

because i usually kept the stories fermented for several months before i write about it.

but because this is about food and i am all hyped hype hype. weee ~

this weekend we went to penang, every body knowsss

penang is famous as the food paradise *shing shing*

seee. i tell you no bluff 

hoho

it is famous for its street food

char kuey tiow ma favorite of course. pasemboq lah, nasi kandar lah.

but i dont like nasi kandar. not my favorite. 

so we went to kedai ikan bakar in Nibong Tebal.

apa yang aku suka tentang kedai ikan bakar adalah sebab ada banyak pilihan sayur. 

and i love sambal belachaaan awmmm. 

so after that we went to komtar, because there is first avenue and prangin mall too. haha

so first stop we went to a very cute shop.

DIY ice kacang. hebak. best amat. haha

u can choose your topping yourself, as much as u want. 

there are three cup size that u can choose.

we choose the medium. dalam 8 ringgit gitu lah.

tamak nyew kamiii. 

"ok ok. apa lagi apa lagi. campak campak. sedap tak ni ? takpe takpe letak je"

hahaha

and we add ice cream, french fries and chicken popcorn. everything is delicious. :3

after thaaat, we went for sushi king

so i order shashimi 

ittadakimasu ~

 Gyuu Kinoko Don for fatin

 Gyuu Kinoko Set for echa

my tummy is happy. very happy they are break dancing. 

hahaha

and here is us being silly

hahahha

i know it is sooo stupid to take picture in the toilet

give us a chance, this is the last year we are 20. and young.

lepas ni dah tak buat dah. dah dewasa kan. hahaha

owh this is one not in the toilet. so yay. hahaha

and after that we went to KFC

 and thats all. 

last but not least 

meet my imagination friends. 

kahkahkah

kbai

hiokhiokhiok

feeling like sharing this picture that i found in facebook

because i have a weird laugh, and am happy with it

hekhekhek

pernah dulu aku gelak, lepastu pakcik yang lalu sebelah pandang aku,lepas tu cakap kat isteri dia

pakcik : ni kalau dengar malam malam ni seram jugak ni

makcik : haha

-.- yeah pakcik, i can still hear u

and banyak orang cakap aku gelak tak ikhlas 

heyyy, ikhlas okaay. 

hahaha

oklah, maybe i have to change how i laugh

berlatih mula dari hari ini

hikhik

*gelak tutup mulut*

awww

drained

hi. a lot had happened in last few months

i am exhausted 

emotionally drained

well, sikit je nak cakap

please do appreciate all the people around you

jangan fikir pasal diri sendiri je, penat tahu kita je nak pikir pasal orang

orang tak pikir pun pasal kita

ok. tarik nafasssssssssssss

huuuuh

yes. thats it. please. do think about others.

okaaayyy. thats enough sadness in a post

hahahahhahaha

owh and recently i tried to show my appreciation to all the people as much as i can

because , i miss them

i really do

i don't know why

missing random people is not my thing

hahaha

tapi yelah, i texted whole bunch of people from my secondary high school

sampai credit habis hahaha

and some of them tak tahu maryam ? maryam yang mana eh ?

hahaha. sediiiiiiiih 

sodiiiih sangaaaaaaaaat 

kahkahkah

i dont blame them, i am not that friendly dolu dolu

sekarang pun apa kurangnya. but hey, i'm trying my best here.

trying to be that person that, when i go missing, people will miss me

when i die someday, people will remember.

"owh maryam, dia baik orangnya, ramah mesra, suka membantu,moga dia ditempatkan di tempat yang terbaik"

:')

so yeah. 

kawan kawan yang mana rasa saya sombong ke ape

saya tidak sama sekali. cuma pemalu orang nya. hehehehe

just say hi to me. and i'll hello you back.

yang mana message saya tak reply.

saya takde kredit. topap asyik kena telan jeeee. sobs

takpe wassep kan adooo. 

yeah, haritu wassep dengan mak orang yuuu

dia hantar gambar anak dia bebanyak dah lah comel semua benci nak anak jugaaaak

hahaha

mak budak yang gojes awww

cuwitttt 

jadi sesape nak wassep gambar anak anak mereka pon boleh

saya sedia menonton dan merasa jealous 

kahkahkah

ok lah bai. hahaha.