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its syawal
ramadhan had left us
with its blessing and rahmat, in sha Allah
let us all keep the ramadhan spirit with us
act and do as it is ramadhan
race to get those thing called pahala
in hopes will help us to get a passed to jannah
ameen

while

Its being a while since i draw or updating blog. So i do both today. Haha :)

assalamualaikum

let us all start again 

FRESH 

:)

happy merry blast birthday to me :D

well,sebenarnya banyak nak cite

heee,tapi apakan daya,got not much time 

nak gi study physics plak ni , pfffffftttt

so thanks to all those people that make my birthday such a speacial day :')

love u guys much 

thanks to my super five for the surprise birthday party

:)

 credit to fatin,echa and ash yang bersusah payah setup semua ni :') terharu keeeyyy

 cake are nice, sweeet sweeet

 life in penang wouldnt be the same without all of you :)

kami birthday girl

we are meant to be kan fara, birthday pun nak same je , heee 

 baby baby it just soooo  sweeeet :'*

 thanks for the present guys , heee

 auu auuu, bleyh hang dalam bilik lah nanti, :D

 have to credit makcik sebab tolong buat kan ni :') lip lap lip lap 

to farah,

dear,thanks for everything, banyak dah kite go through together kan kan :')

yes,i always consider you as my soul mate :D the one that always being with me ,

 walau nak gi toilet 5 minit je, 

thanks for u know that i always needed u the most :')

 and and and ! power point tu sumpah sweeet :') im speechless, fara kalau sweet sweet ni memang expert kan

pengggoda berjaya :D heee

 tsk tsssk, fara :') i ni dah terlebih gula tau tak fara,

owh, bangga dapat jadi your super girl :D heee, i will always be there to infinity and beyond ~ 

 and thanks to ahmad faaaaghhhiiiizzz omey omey ni sebab sanggup datang penang buat surprise :')

owh owh, memang terkezut,trimo kasih awok :D heee

sumpah terharu :') auuu auuu 

lagi sweeet dari eskrem ni tau dop,

<3

 ok,this is cute~ haha~ budak laki kelas aku bagi ubat ni kat aku,they know my biggest secret -.-

 ye,setiap hari aku akan pergi unit kesihatan amek ubat ni~ sebab sedaaaap wooo :D

 and i can be sure that it is safe , sebab ni hudson punya gula gula je ni~ eheh

 this is FIA ~ :) chomel kan kan kan 

thanks to fara :D

2 teman tidoq baru :D 

this is, ahhh

baru perasan tak nama kan lagi, -.- 

telinga dia boleyh buat cover mata sepet , eheeehh

and yeaah, 

thanks all for the wishes and everything

yang message,yang post, yang call, :")

u all make me feel 'important' :b

and ema ngan mirah

grrrrr

dua orang ni yang lupa birthday aku ni

nanti cuti belanja aku sebagai belasan,kalau tak aku ngaaajuuuu tau dop , huh

hahaha

tapi walau lambat wish,aku tetap hargai, especially ur video ema 

i love the 'i love u mmmmuuuaaaah' part

nose bleeding tengok :b

thanks ma :')

and tak sabar nak balik balik balik

nak sambut dengan family pulaaaakkksss :D

its the final countdown

assalamualaikum :)

well,jarang bagi salam,my bad 

well,nothing to count actually

except for some equations in math 

wish me luck

its final examinatioooon bayyyybeeeehhhh

so yeah,

may Allah blessed me and give me hidayah tetibe mase nak jawab tu tetiba dapat jawapan ke kan

kan kan , nothing impossible when god say 'kun fayakun' :)

exam make me think,

ape lah sebab aku belajar ni, 

dulu mase sekolah menengah,ade program mentor mentor tu kan

and then mentor aku tanya semua ahli dorm

cikgu : ok,tell me ur name and your ambition 

semua pun jawab lah kan, nak jadi cikgu,jadi lawyer, jadi angkasawan,jadi isteri dato'   , jadi perdana menteri

and bile sampai turn aku, 

me : err,saya nak jadi suri rumah yang berjaya :)

cikgu : well,kalau awak nak jadi suri rumah, whats the point of u belajar,

me : (senyap je la, what do u expect,saya pelajar yang bagus -.- )

well,betul lah kot,belajar nak dapat result bagus,nak dapat keje bagus,duit bagus and so onnnn

sebab tu lah orang sekarang belajar just for exam ( including me )

and that is wrong actually kan ?

kite bukan ke cari ilmu sebab tu islam suruh ke ?

bukan ke dalam hadith daripada riwayat muslim ade sebut " barangsiapa menuntut ilmu bererti menuntut jalan ke syurga"

islam ni bagus,seimbang, cari ilmu dunia,ilmu akhirat

fardhu ain,fardhu kifayah

ilmu aqli,ilmu naqli 

Islam sejak awal-awal lagi menyatakan bahwa belajar ilmu itu wajib berterusan dari buaian sampai ke liang lahad. Abu Zar meriwayatkan “menghadiri majlis ilmu seorang alim lebih baik daripada bersembahyang (sunat) seribu rakaat, menziarahi seribu orang pesakit, dan menghadiri pengkebumian seribu jenazah” Malah ditanyakan kepada nabi”hatta lebih baik daripada membaca al-Quran”?. Lalu nabi menjawab” Apa faedahnya al-Quran jika tidak berilmu” 

and yeaaah,

so that no need to get good grades

just makesure ilmu tu kita dapat kan

good grades is a bonus 

lagi pun,aku nak jadi suri rumah kan kan

suami lah keje,hehe

yelah,nanti kesian dia,tanggung aku tu kan tanggungjawab dia

nanti akhirat kena soal 

'hey suami,tanggungjawab dulu kau buat tak ?'

haaa,so i will make easier for him to answer,hehe

am i a good wife or not :b

well semua ni dunia dunia dunia

nanti exam akhirat lagi hebat

jumpa di padang mahsyar when we will be marks 

semua sila alert,hidup kita ni practical examination untuk semua

 Dia mendapat pahala (dari kebajikan) yang diusahakannya dan dia mendapat siksa (dari kejahatan) yang dikerjakannya.” (Q.S. Al-Baqarah 2 : 286)

P/S : well,sebenarnya post ni untuk jadi excuse kalau result tak elok~ hehe, :b 

pape pun,wishing the best, amin, pray hard for me,and my friendssss, ! 

ape ? tak biase tengok meja pelajar cemerlang ke ? eheh 

Kerana sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan.” (Q.S. Alam Nasyrah 94: 5- 6)



and sekali lagi rase nak nangis bace blog ema
mencik ema,selalu buat saya sedeyh :'(
luv u deary, me is all u need :')
i love u more  MORE MORE than u love me much much tu :)

have some pride

pernah satu hari i have one,well i can consider serious conversation with my mom

discussing about relationship ehem ehem 

HAHAHA

so yeaahh,we talked a LOT about it

and one of it is about kipping it as personal

its personal and private okay so,keep it as it is

punca mak cakap macam ni sebab,yeaaaahh

she is an active facebook user,

and she always complaining about muda mudi yang post jiwang jiwang stuff on facebook

yeaaahh,,macam tak malu sangat sangat

and she also told me ade yang tukar relationship status setiap hari with different guys -.-

and terus cakap,,well kakak,dont be one of them

aye aye captain,what more can i say ;P 

so yeaaaahhh,,thats why i never post jiwang jiwang thing on my wall except for some love songs 

HAHAHA

because im afraid my mom and father will comment thing that,well,-.-

and it is AWKWARD to know that my mom and father is reading 

im expressing my love to somebody -.- wooooo,,awkward lvl 100

HAHAHA

so let the private stuff remain as private

alah,sekarang ade phone and thing,used it,beli mahal mahal bukan nak buat hiasan kan 

and for me,its okay to contact your love one using facebook as it cheaper maybe 

tayah beli kredit -.- HAHAHA

but kalau nak yang kat wall tu,let it be a normal conversation 

dont have to sayang sayang mucuk mucuk kannn,buat orang lain jeles je HAHAHA

well,memang la kadang-kadang aku macam auuuuuuu

nak buat camtu jugak,its seems sweet 

and macam orang tu betul betul besungguh sungguh ni kan,sanggup tulis atas wall bagai madah madah la kannnn,,and buat relationship status tu,macam bagus la kan,macam yeaaah,boleyh cakap kat other girls,

"kau nampak tak relationship status dia tu,hes mine,back off babes"

maybe feeling more secure, well i sure don't know,this is my opinion,yeaaah,,aku kalau buat macam tu maksudnya aku niat semua benda kat atas ni la kan~ HAHAHAHA

and i think other people think just like me,because aku penah ade satu conversation dengan kawan aku,

she told me her boyfriend tanak approve permintaan relationship status yang dia request,and she thinks that that guy is cheating on her,yeaaah,why he doesnt want to make relationship status with me unless he wanted to cheat, 

and maybe they think that wow,this man is so mahahahacho

sanggup confess hes feeling towards the girl in public

well i do think like that sometimes

yeaaaah,,seriously,everytime HAHAHA

ingat lagi tyme aku form 4 and sekolah aku tiap tiap pagi ade brainstorming slot

and ade sorang senior ni confess mase brainstorming tu I LOVE U kat awek dia,which never had been done before,and will never be repeated by others too,i think,sebab lepas tu kena tindakan discipline ke ape tak tahu la kannn -.-

but for me,its still so macho, bro u ROCKS ! HAHAHA

but for me,i dont know, i dont make relationship status with my am am but i dont want to cheat on him and i have faith,that he wont too,well i hope I HOPE 

well i know,i understand,being in relationship makes u paranoid a little bit,always overthink things

semua orang pun,i dont know about guys,but all girls are

lambat reply text pun dah fikir,OMG, dia dah ignore aku,dia benci aku,dia dah bohsan dengan aku

and cry without knowing the real thing,padahal laki tu habis kredit 

pfffftt,seriously,girls are pathetic ~ well i am pathetic -.- 

but thats normal,thats mean that u are in to him,hell yeaah

and i have that feeling of malu nyaaa kalau tak last relationship ni kan

sebab what u expect from a relationship kan ? even marriage pun bercerai kann

inikan cinta muka buku ahaks

and yeaaah,senior aku yang aku mentioned kat atas tu,he is no longer with that girl,

see what i mean,kan dah timbulkan speculation,people will say.

"heck,dulu bersungguh sungguh,putus jugak,,ppffftttt,,LOSER "

yeaaah,same la kalau kat facebook or blog or twitter

kalau post bagai nak mampus,i LOVE u kita mati pun sama sama hantu I akan kejar u sampai u ikut mati dengan i,and i will never cheat on u and bla bla LOVE u bla bla bla bagai kannn

pastu tak sampai seminggu clash~ -.- 

FOR GOD SAKE,thats a fail

baiklah yang low profile,and kekal sampai la kawin dapat anak cucu mati DONE

boleyh nak bagitahu orang pun kan,bagi tahu kawan-kawan,mak ayah,bagi tahu bagitahu,

tu pun dah nampak bersungguh sungguh dah sebenarnya

okay,so consider what u do 

well it feels so wrong for me to write about this

sebab i makes a lot of stupid thing on the internet -.- shame on me

tapi sebab conversation yang bermakna dengan mak aku tu buat aku nak tulis jugak

bagi aku the most important thing kalau nak relationship ni bukan nya heboh satu dunia cukup dengan ikhlas kerana Allah,boley sampai ke syurga,dapat rahmat,hubungan diberkati,what,betul la kan,dont do stupid thing,and save something nanti nak kawen tu,ni sebelum kawin dah buat semuanya,dating la,amek gambar la,tour malaysia laa,tengok muka hari hari,lepas kawen nak buat ape,bohsan dah tyme tu,-.- tade thrill owwwhhhh,,

ma aku cakap,nak bercinta tu boleyh,

fitrah fitrah,tapi jangan buat benda yang tak patut

sekadar keep in touch,bukan mengarut merapu

HAHAHHA

senang cite,kawen je lah cepat-cepat,tayah tanggung dosa dah gatal sangat kan,dapat pahala lagi,,

and aku rase aku tade lah tahap gatal sangat kan,

gedik siket je,kalau nak bertunang tu dah boleyh la kire~ WAHAHAHA

ape ape pon,,

wallahuallam bissawab ;D

p/s : malu sebenarnya nak buat post ni,sebab aku nampak matured sangat hehehehe

       and i know people will judge me sebab post ni macam sokong couple bagaikan,aku tak maksud kan langsung tu,its not good,,but also not that bad if u can handle it wisely,know ur limits,well 

HATERS GONNA HATES ;)

SABAH bahhhh~~

gile ahh~ this is seriously post yang amat basi~ heee
aku langsung lupa nak update tentang aku pegi sabah hari tu~
well,,tadi tengah selongkar selongkar gambar ternampak folder picture sabah~ OMG
tak upload pon lagi~ herher,,
rugi je amek gambar kalau tak share kann~ *gedik gedik

so~ yeahhh~ walaupon basi and i had actually cant remember what i did or go there~
tapi kite cuba~ heee

well,,sebenarnya aku pegi sabah ni mase tunggu result SPM~ ok siyesli basi~
sebab sekarang bukan setakat result spm tahu,,aku sekarang dah pon dekat U~ fine -.-
nak upload jugakkkkk~ hehehe

of coz la aku pergi dengan family ku terchenta~ ayah,,mak,,and ahmad since my other siblings is studying~ and ahmad baru je habis diploma dia~
so we all went to sabah~ actually ni macam aktiviti kerja ayah aku rasenya~ something about gaharu i think ~
well aku tak tahu~ sorry~ hee

and i donno what more to say ~ -.-
sebab aku betul2 dah lupa flow cite dia mase aku pergi tu~ i have short term memory i guessed ~
so just enjoy the picturess~ =)

 arrived in labuan airport

 twilight 

 mommy join me taking selfie . mihs

 weird, their ABC got some macaronies -.- 

 the view on our way to the gunung kinabalu

 the water is freezing cold. i cant even dip my finger.

 the fern is huge

 dip your leg, half boil leg on the way

 snorkeling 

 hi i saw a mermaid. *peace*

 the beach is crazy , so clean and the water is crystal clear

Sabah is cool

would love to come here again someday

:)