new

new . yet the same.

change . only in numbers .

lets go towards the new and change us . together .
may Allah ease our journey .

conflicts

well.

so many things to say . but sometimes it cant be put in words.
if i try. maybe i wont do justice to what i feel .

i actually had written several paragraphs on this post. and i deleted it . yes. because maybe , sometimes keeping things to your self is better.

especially your opinion maryam, sometimes its over rated to others -.- ahh, im sorry. and thanks to those who keep listening to my nonsense and still be there for more :') ahhh. im touched .

and i missed ema and mirah . so many things to tell :'( imdyinginside

:'(

u know what , its not that u didnt come that makes me feel sooooo sad.
its because im expecting u to come

Place

So. Im here.
In place that i never wish to come. But here i am to stay.

I wanna go home :<

how can a place to another makes so much different.

Sigh

respect

Ok. Now its trending in twitter .

About nadia ? Diana ? or who ever it is i don’t care

And my time line penuh dengan tweets or retweets of people bashing her .

She is trending because of she is a k-pop fanatic or lunatic i cant decide.

So its start like this.

During the shout award theres a group or two of Korean artist groups which i never heard of

So theres a group of anti k-pop ni they threw bottle and boo them,

So yeah, all the k-pop lovers when amok, literally . haha

So this girl, which i cant remember her name

She tweeted about how she feel about it, i mean, she is mad about the incident

And some of her tweets maybe offended people ? i don’t know.

Adalah dia cakap Malaysian is rude ,  dia cakap dia ni bukan rakyat Malaysia tapi planet apetah , haha

Ok,for me,

Firstly, at the first place, people, you shouldn’t throw things to or at any one .

Tak kira lah dia tu sape pun, unless dia tengah hadapi hukuman direjam ke ape yang memang kita dibenarkan campak bukan sahaja botol tapi batu okeih

It's just plain rude to do that. I mean, takde adab tu ye adek adek.

Second, this girl,auni ni , she shouldn’t tweet things like that

U as a malaysian, u will be living in this country for what ? 10 or 20 years more ? .

owh, no, u maybe will spending 50 years more here because you're still a kid

and u should say Alhamdulillah because you are living in a peace country , i mean no war or earthquakes or taufan Katrina ke.

and u young girl, is rude. Some of her tweets is. I have to admit that, well aku memang suka bace orang kena bash ni, hikhik

tapi adik ku sayang, i'm not mad about your passion towards Korean artist, or your words that are inappropriate

tapi, i am sad to hear your reason why you don’t want to be a Malaysian anymore.

Why dek why ? just because people threw some plastic bottles to some k-pop artist ?

Carik lah reason yang lagi cool,

macam saya rimas jadi rakyat Malaysia,sebab semua janji ditepati, tak melayu lah tepati janji. -.- klawakhambar

herher

back to the point,

i think this whole drama starts with

EVERY BODY JUST DONT KNOW HOW TO RESPECT

Ok, ehem . that it is ladies and gentlemen.

U, k-pop haters, y don’t u respect others.

So u don’t like K-pop ? u hate it ?

Do u have the right to hate and say bad things to all the thing that u doesn’t found interesting ? or tak mencapai tahap taste anda yang high gile tu ?

And do you have the right to insult their choice of music ?

What made you think that your taste in music made you any more important or intelligent than them?

I my self is not a k-pop lovers, i don’t find them interesting .

I don’t like confusing thing, i cant differentiate female and male and even person to person when it comes to Korean artist -.-

They all looks the same ! its confusing , isk

But do i have to hate it ? and say bad things to those who love it ?

NO.

Well, dulu dulu la kan. I do hate k-pop ni, along with bieber,one direction, and many others

Why ?  because it's mainstream to hate them. Hahahaha

And yeah, peer pressure ~ kehkeh

Me : comel jugek penyanyi  ni kan kan ?

Friend : NOOO ! OMG ! DO U LOVE THIS ! I HATE IT ! EVERY BODY HATES IT ! U SHOULD HATE IT ! OR NOT UR SUCH A LOSER ! BOO YAH LOSER !

Me : isk, ok ok, no, i don’t like them.

Friend : cool .

Ok. Itu scenario nya

Yeah, and i know ramai yang kena macam ni kan kan ?

Sebab aku pon lepas tu buat kat orang jugak -.-

I regret it. Im sorry . hehe

So, the thing is.

Respect .

Sometimes thing that you think is cool, is not for others .

U have to accept that WE . ARE . DIFFERENT .

Different in taste of music, taste towards food, even taste for human

Kalau lah semua orang taste same, and “OUR” taste is all suka muka macam nora Danish tu

Maka ramailah yang tak kawen tunggu nora seorang , thats why our taste is different

Allah maha bijaksana lagi maha mengetahui.

HE made our taste different from one to another,

 maka takdelah orang yang tak laku sebab muka dia sama dengan fasha sandha dan bukan nora.

Paham tak paham ? susah nak bagi contoh tau tak , wuwu

And yeah, i learn all of this from my own experience

Dulu, i love to boo people that love thing that i don’t find interesting , DULU

And then , i , accidentally fallen in with love adam lambert, hehe

And bile aku cerita je pasal adam lambert , every body will just, u know.

Me : owh , i minat adam lambert, sebab suara dia best, rambut dia cool,dia pakai eye liner :D

Friends : ewww, hes gay . adam lembek bukan adam lambert, buuuu

And i feel. Offended . hell yeah. U hating things that i love, of course i am mad .

Same as i hate when people love things that i hate . and then i came to realise.

Kita marah bile orang pertikaikan atau kutuk benda yang kita suka .

Tapi bile kita buat takpe pulak ? how rude u are maryam . notty girl.

A : i love 1D

B : eww, they sucks. I hate them. U are hearing to rubbish,losers -.-

A : ok then. So, what do you love

B : owh,i love nidji

A : ewww, u have such a bad taste in music. Gay

B : eyh, suka hati lah aku nak minat ape pun. Diorang cool laaah. Grrr

Ok. itu contoh nya. U hate it when people insult your taste of music or person that you love,tapi at the same time u are doing it.

So don’t do it .Please.

U want peole to respect you ? so do respect others.

A : i love k-pop. Nichkun encem,running man best berlari lari . awwww

B : owh, tak penah tengok. Best eyh ? ok ok. nanti aku try tengok jugak. Huhu

Haa. Aint that better ?

I mean. People LOVE when somebody reacts positively to the things that they love

Yeah. I mean i LOVE IT.

 Tahu kenapa aku dengan ema boleh rapat gile ? sebab ye,aku minat adam lambert and she love it too when at the first place she,i think kalau aku tak minat dia tak minat jugak.

Dan dia suka bola,Cristiano Ronaldo yang dulu dari MU tukar ke umm umm, hee tak ingat tapi aku ade usaha la jugak kan nak tahu

Yeaah, sebab that will make her happy and i know it.

  
Same lah dengan crush time sekolah dulu,ema minat ahmad aku pun walau tak minat ahmad aku pun support lah,

 “ ye ma, ahmad memang cool kan. Pandai main gitar suare sedap oh my ema go ema go"

Dia pon same, aku suka aminah dia pun suka lah aminah .

Nanti pun suami aku pun suami dia ah , eh , ok, itu cerita lain. Ehem.

Bukannya ema cakap dia minat ahmad, aku pun sibuk nak cakap,

'ewwww ema, dia buruks gile , aku tampaq kau nak . takde taste kau ni amek bangle cuci jamban lagi bagus.'

Ok. paham dak ? support, respect. Is not so hard. 

dan macam dengan Am lah, dia minat bola, aku memang bukan lah tak minat tapi tak di asuh dari kecil tengok, haha, i mean my family, kami tak tengok bola,tapi bile am minat bola,so aku pun sokong yeaaah, tengok tengok, kita picnic sambil tengok bola. its something like that. 

And mirah, she loves k-pop. Dia tengok lah drama korea tu kan

So, aku walau aku tak tengok drama sebenarnya dan tak minat korea,

Tap,i don’t go bashing Korean drama,walau aku tak minat i have no rights to say bad thing about them and cakap 'mirah kau ni ape hal tengok korea lembik ni hah  hah ? mencik'

Instead, i join her, to show i respect what she love,

Sebab aku tahu, kalau aku, aku suka amat kalau ade orang nak join tengok benda yang aku suka. I feel so , touched, and happy that they join me.

Macam aku paksa makcik tikah tengok video chester see every nights, walau dia cuba lari dari aku. Hee.

Yeah, and drama korea sweet ok. boleh kena diabetes.

Dan boleh bunuh orang dengan angan angan konon nak boyfriend macam dalam cite korea tu which is impossible , haha. kalau ade semua orang nak,aku pun nak. Kbai.

Ok . and wow, this is looooong

Hahaha

I never wrote this long i think . except for essay spm.

So the morale is, respect others .

Thats all. Its that easy.

  

 Well not so. But u can at least try. hehe

p/s : to the haters, do u even have a reason to hate something that u hate ? ke main ikut orang je. itu lagi double triple loser. hikhik

countdown

i have about a week left before i have to go back to penang

which is sad T^T

im enjoying my holidays so much and i dont wanna go to penang ! 

wuuu

although my holidays means sleeping 24 hours for almost 2 months, but that is , that is, 

NOT . ENOUGH .

and this is by far the most unproductive holiday -.-

i just hibernating most of the time. 

its great.

so far.

and you know what

 adam lambert's hair is awesome C:

hehehe

 i mean ~ comm'on,the hair is awesome and he is too. herher

ok , that is off the topic

-.-

tapi tu lah. 

its official

the count down starts

penang . i dont know what to say to you. 

maybe the only thing that help me go through this, is the fact that ade pesta penang 

which i dont know when, but i believe its coming 

SOON

 hehehe

meow nation :3

meow meow meow 

:3

i love cat ! especially cute little kitten ~ awww

ok,despite the fact that i am allergic to them,i still cant resist. 

because they are so adorable :3 :3 :3

so i want to introduce to you ladies and gentlemen ~ 

*drum rolls*

my cats , my cute furry fluffy cats :D hee

so the first is coco

most all of my friend knew coco, because hes just so famous ~ eheh

so coco first came to our house mase dia kecik sangat sangat

mase tu he still need breast feeding , poor little kitty

so we do all we can to make sure he got what he needs, DHA , omega

ok tak, haha. we put some milk on our finger tip and let he lick it,sebab dia tak pandai nak jilat dalam bekas lagi,di khuatiri lemas dalam mangkuk . 

coco in his kiddy kitten years

in his teenage years

pretend u dont see the messy background
focus to coco only
haha
*thats enab's bed btw :b

but now, u just cant believe !

he is soo big 0.o and heavy -.-

cute cute cute

ayah cakap coco is the longest cat in salor ~ hahaha. 

see, he is LONG ! 

strong and good looking alpha male i can say , herher

 muka alpha male yang bangga ~ herher

 and he sleep not like any other cat. macam raja -..-

and did u noticed that coco fur become darker
i mean he did really became coco , haha

and then cici came

she is my cousin's cat actually,

and i dont know they story why did she had been transfered to our house

well,shes the only female now, 

so we can get zuriat of coco.  hehe

remember that cici. dont go around and flirt with other male . 

and then bibi came :D

awww, hes cute, and he ate a lot ! 

 boleyh jadi model kucing , hee

so yeah, we have three cats now,

and coco and bibi is actually kucing buangan, 

i actually dont get it, why do people throw their cat dekat masjid ?

i mean there is no source of food , 

so thats why we take the cats and give them food and love , aww

 this is their 'happy area'

 its where the food

 the shelter

 the place to sleep

 the place to play

 u can compare how big is coco compare to bibi

 makan makan :D

their vitamins is more than what i have -.-

this is coco happy place :D

their "mouse"

 coco went to clinic

 they love to climb this wall, and bibi always stucked on it -.- haha

this is how they are when u are going to start cooking -.- serabukksss

and i always regret
every single time i play with them i regret
sakits hidungs
hisk

owh and sorry for the picture, malas nak rotate -.- herher

and last but not least 

muka cici terkejut . harhar


 

sisters

ASSALAMUALAIKUM :DDD

HAI everybody , girls and boys

i went to my former school last weekend

to meet my adek adek dorm :) hehe

because yeah, we are very very close

we are like real sisters, we share everything, we play together, we we we, ah sooo many memories :')

ok, so i went there to meet bihah, bie, tini, husna and aishah espeacially,

they are going to sit for SPM ! wuuuuu

hows that even possible ? 

i thought it was yesterday they walked through the doors of C3-1 ( is it ? ) dorm as a new member of our happy tweet ack family , auuu :'D

and now they are already going to leave the school already ? oh my ? 

anyway,its raining that day.so no picnic. i just spend my time there in the dorm,

guling guling atas katil act like im still one of them , ehem, 

anyway,its great,no, its a BLAST. 

gossips gossips gossips. hee, as always. :D

me and bihah 

its sad i can only took picture with bihah, because its in the dorm,so everybody is not wearing appropriate cloth to take picture with. 

but its okay, the picture is not important, what is important that they remember me , hee.

yeah, u all better be ! hahaha

and its kinda sad actually

when i went there last weekend

sebab tak sempat jumpa mazi,najwi and zarith :(

and i left a note for zarith , haha

yeaaah, because im just sweet like that 

hee

;D

and yeaah
our dorm is not cb-6 the awesome anymore
its c3-7 FTW
hewhew

different

we are different 

in this matter and that

cannot assume all people are the same 

theres girls,boys,men,women,kid,teenagers,adults,and whats more

and there are different in our background,cultures,races,religious, and so forth. 

so the differences between us , human, is nature

 [ Wahai umat manusia! Sesungguhnya Kami telah menciptakan kamu dari lelaki dan perempuan, dan Kami telah menjadikan kamu berbagai bangsa dan bersuku puak, supaya kamu berkenal-kenalan (dan beramah mesra antara satu dengan yang lain). Sesungguhnya semulia-mulia kamu di sisi Allah ialah orang yang lebih taqwanya di antara kamu, (bukan yang lebih keturunan atau bangsanya). Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mengetahui, lagi Maha Mendalam PengetahuanNya (akan keadaan dan amalan kamu).] Surah Al-Hujurat: ayat 13

so its nature and unavoidable to be different from one another

and acceptance is needed

"The first step toward change is awareness. The second step is acceptance" - Nathaniel Branden

:)

feeling like putting xiaxue's picture. shes different. the cotton candy hair and stuff. but we accept it,dont you ? hee , i mean shes so cute :3

sketchy

i love LOVE LOVE to draw

 i can say i spend a lot of time and money for it, 

its what makes me happy

and i feel like sharing , hee

so here are some of my sketches 

most of them is conteng conteng and i know its not that good so no judging 

i'm not an art student, i just love to draw, so i'm forgiven for all this lousy 'art' ;b

tehee

'lisbeth salander'

this is what i draw after finished reading "the girl with the dragon tattoo" 

lisbeth salander FTW ~ shes so cool :D

u must read the novel,because watching the movie is not enough , its incomplete 

and this is all random character 

most of them is just sketches that i've done when i'm bored 

and this is me trying to give expression to them 

which is , well, i dont know -.-

AND

heres the man

im not good in drawing male character
people tend to think my 'man' is too pretty
-.-
well.fyi,i love pretty man,so is there a problem ?
harhar

  and yeaah, i only draw this man 

this particular man , i mean the hair style, i just love this hair style

so yeah, all man should have this hair style in my manga-fantasy world , herher

most of my so called 'art' is drawn on my lecture notes ~ hee

its a good thing to do, instead of sleep rite ;b

notes and blank space for me to scribble side by side

 and in all my sketch book, fara izzah ni mesti nak ade je page dia ~ haha

artistic much 

 and sometimes she will edit my sketches to make it more, ummm, adorable if i can say -.- haha

and thats what makes my sketch books more sketchy , haha

thanks to her awww XD

ok.

thats all.

maybe next time.

and i dont know why did i edited the picture to black and white

it just , i think its cool , soooo

heres one more 

aint that black and white makes it more dramatic.

hahaha