shatters

it just so hard to get over things that u had used to

it hurts so bad

but somehow it is a prove

that i still have a soul

i want to write a long post actually

i just very am lazy 

but hey dont ever lost hope

the sky is the limit ;D

demon

When the days are cold

And the cards all fold

And the saints we see

Are all made of gold

When your dreams all fail

And the ones we hail

Are the worst of all

And the blood's run stale

I want to hide the truth

I want to shelter you

But with the beast inside

There's nowhere we can hide

No matter what we breed

We still are made of greed

This is my kingdom come

This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat

Look into my eyes

It's where my demons hide

It's where my demons hide

Don't get too close

It's dark inside

It's where my demons hide

It's where my demons hide

When the curtain's call

Is the last of all

When the lights fade out

All the sinners crawl

So they dug your grave

And the masquerade

Will come calling out

At the mess you made

Don't want to let you down

But I am hell bound

Though this is all for you

Don't want to hide the truth

No matter what we breed

We still are made of greed

This is my kingdom come

This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat

Look into my eyes

It's where my demons hide

It's where my demons hide

Don't get too close

It's dark inside

It's where my demons hide

It's where my demons hide

They say it's what you make

I say it's up to fate

It's woven in my soul

I need to let you go

Your eyes, they shine so bright

I want to save their light

I can't escape this now

Unless you show me how

When you feel my heat

Look into my eyes

It's where my demons hide

It's where my demons hide

Don't get too close

It's dark inside

It's where my demons hide

It's where my demons hide

_____________________

ok. i am in love with this song
because it reflect me and most of us
no matter how good or pious or whatever it is ,we from the outside, or now
every body have their dark side.

i have my dark side

Don't get too close

It's dark inside

It's where my demons hide

shhh
;)

mak ayah

its almost raya 

and i got a very long story to be tell

but this is not a post for that

this is for my mok and ayoh 

thanks

wuwuwuwu

because i messed up

that i had to buy the bus ticket THREE time

terbang duit RM150 -.- 

when i call ayah to ask should i or should i not buy the third ticket . ayah told me

ayah : beli laah. jange jadi materialistik. balik awal tu buleh buat ayah hepi. nati ayah masuk duit.

me : sobs

it just that. the last thing i want to do is to trouble my parent

mintak duit macam menyusahkan lah. dah la membazir beli tiket salah.

NO. bukan beli salah. tu salah pakcik jual tiket tu and thats another LONG story to be tell.

ok lah thanks ibu dan bapa 

i love u both so muchyyy~ mihs :>

weeee

hi 

:)

kbai

lalalalala ~

umrah

i just went to umrah for the last two weeks

ya Allah. it is my dream come true. :')

when mom asked me to choose, where do i want to go for my vacation

and when she suggested to go for an umrah. i quickly agreed.

yes mom, lets go!!! 

because i have this dream of going to tanah haram since i am in high school

to go to madinah and mekah

to go where our prophet had been born and raised

to walk the same ground as he did

:')
yelah, kalau boleh nak sama semua benda dengan baginda
nak sama akhlak, ilmu semua lambat lagi, sama tanah yang dipijak pon boleh lah.
tsk

and the most thrilling feeling is when i went to makam baginda rasulullah saw

ya Allah, i was crying even before i went in there

well, i tried to hide my tears, malu lah kan nangis depan mak dengan adik i. mihs

tapi ye, rase macam .

' oh mai oh mai. ni lah yang aku tunggu, aku beberapa meter je dengan kekasih Allah,yang semua orang rindu,semua selawat hari hari '

well the feeling is indescribable. you have to go there. 

bergetar jantung gituu. 

this is us before departure

 masjid nabawi 

 masjid nabawi memang serious cantik

bagi aku ni lah masjid tercantik .

and of course kami pergi ziarah jugak 

places that have history in islam, there are so many places,

some are Masjid Quba,  Masjid Qiblatain, Jabal uhud dan Bazaar kurma.

 masjid Qiblatain if im not wrong

 jabal Uhud

and after about a week in madinah

we went to mekah

:')

 masjidil haram 

masjidil haram is so huge. yelah masjid terbesar kan.

cantik sangat sangat sangat.

DAN SAYA SENTUH KAABAH ;b

wangiii keh, and i almost die trying

yelah,kita kecik je, banding dengan makcik pakcik arab tu kita macam semut merah. haha

well i feel thrilled gila, sebab yelah. 

memula tengok kaabah, dalam hati macam

" ni lah yang orang semua duk jadikan kiblat. semua SEMUA umat islam sujud arah ni. uuuuuu "

and i will definitely come here again. 

insyaAllah.

and Alhamdulillah

for everything .

thanks Allah for the chance.

seeing it . feeling it . doing it .

sigh

i have to be honest

i am kinda tired

letih . penat . dan sewaktu dengan nya

just please .

give me a reason to continue this

or yeah. just stop it.

Hi

Thanks :]