shutting

ive put down my blog song 

people hates it , they got heart attack when they open my blog

so yeaaah. 

but i still want to share my song yawww. so here. listen . 

and yes. ALL THE NEON TREES SONGS IS AWESOME 

hi

i really want to update my blog
lots of pictures to upload
but yeaaah .

maybe later . lol

Sick

Theres a hell lot of thing that ive done and doing that im not proud. I feel sick just by thinking of it.
Humm. The forces both are still strong,the better choice is clear,but im not. Keep fighting, the war is going to end. Someday.
Someday.
Definitely.

new

new . yet the same.

change . only in numbers .

lets go towards the new and change us . together .
may Allah ease our journey .

conflicts

well.

so many things to say . but sometimes it cant be put in words.
if i try. maybe i wont do justice to what i feel .

i actually had written several paragraphs on this post. and i deleted it . yes. because maybe , sometimes keeping things to your self is better.

especially your opinion maryam, sometimes its over rated to others -.- ahh, im sorry. and thanks to those who keep listening to my nonsense and still be there for more :') ahhh. im touched .

and i missed ema and mirah . so many things to tell :'( imdyinginside

:'(

u know what , its not that u didnt come that makes me feel sooooo sad.
its because im expecting u to come

Place

So. Im here.
In place that i never wish to come. But here i am to stay.

I wanna go home :<

how can a place to another makes so much different.

Sigh